Today when I was playing futsal with my friend. Suddenly something struck me in the head so hard, that I realise that in my 22 *going 23* years of my life I haven't once give out all I have for something that I am really passionate about.
Yes, I love to play football/ futsal but I never once really run the hell out from me, doing sliding tackle ,diving saves. Nope! never once, I always have some holding me back. I don't want to get injured, I don't want to have much commitment, I don't want to run so much etc.
I had always say that I don't like this I don't like that. After that I regretted for my decision. Now I want to have a change! Before I even say that I'm giving up, I must question myself have I really tried my best? Well that is some thought of the day. I'm writing this down to remind myself of my thought. Else this thinking will just gone into the drain :)
